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Now then and for ever
... so, I handed in my thesis today ... 24 hours after it was due.
Before you continue your reading, let me apologize for my possible abuse of gramma and incoherent logic - I had less than 10 hours sleep in the past 3 days and exterme amount of coffeine circulating in my blood stream is preventing me from get any sleep.
Now, let me start on what I really want to say - I have a problem.
I fear that I have severely damaged my brain by excessive consumption of alcohol and illegal drugs. Don't get me wrong, I am not kind of person who like to do that for the fun of it ... I do it because I go out too much when I should be studying, and right before the exams I would have a panic attack, then I start to take drug to help me cram and use alcohol to help me rest. I want to change this habit, but I wasn't able to - not matter how hard I try. I am kind of person who afraid to lose - my friends think I am genius, I don't study much and I do well in college. What they do not know is that I am doing this at the expense of my health.
And I am ALWAYS late *sign*, no matter it's for a exam, or just an assignment. I consistently turn up to work in the mid day (I think its funny that I haven't got fired yet, my friends think its because I am a chick and I am the only girl in the research and development department in our company).
Tell you the truth, I don't know why I am writing this ... but I can't find anything else better to do.
and oh ... Love always
TelKittyyyy
Before you continue your reading, let me apologize for my possible abuse of gramma and incoherent logic - I had less than 10 hours sleep in the past 3 days and exterme amount of coffeine circulating in my blood stream is preventing me from get any sleep.
Now, let me start on what I really want to say - I have a problem.
I fear that I have severely damaged my brain by excessive consumption of alcohol and illegal drugs. Don't get me wrong, I am not kind of person who like to do that for the fun of it ... I do it because I go out too much when I should be studying, and right before the exams I would have a panic attack, then I start to take drug to help me cram and use alcohol to help me rest. I want to change this habit, but I wasn't able to - not matter how hard I try. I am kind of person who afraid to lose - my friends think I am genius, I don't study much and I do well in college. What they do not know is that I am doing this at the expense of my health.
And I am ALWAYS late *sign*, no matter it's for a exam, or just an assignment. I consistently turn up to work in the mid day (I think its funny that I haven't got fired yet, my friends think its because I am a chick and I am the only girl in the research and development department in our company).
Tell you the truth, I don't know why I am writing this ... but I can't find anything else better to do.
and oh ... Love always
TelKittyyyy
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