I'm currently trying my hardest to get straight A's in all my classes this semester.. so far it's going smoothly. I have two surefire A+'s, and a heads-up on an A- / B+(I just got the highest grade in the class on my research project .. which just so happened to be on gaming addiction LOL), but I got a horrible grade on a test earlier in the semester.. meh, dont wanna talk about that, but it's gonna definately lower my grade.
Other than that, I just have to fix up some of my projects for my graphic design portfolio, and I'll get another A-. =)
this is coming from a low-life highschool dropout that never got above a 75 average in the three years of his highschool career. This is a huge improvement in my life, and I don't plan on stopping any time soon. I'm aiming as high as I possibly can in life at this moment.. I'm trying as hard as I can, and I've got support from family/friends for doing this too.
besides, I hope on getting a car for this from my mom lols :stuart:
I'm currently trying my hardest to get straight A's in all my classes this semester.. so far it's going smoothly. I have two surefire A+'s, and a heads-up on an A- / B+(I just got the highest grade in the class on my research project .. which just so happened to be on gaming addiction LOL), but I got a horrible grade on a test earlier in the semester.. meh, dont wanna talk about that, but it's gonna definately lower my grade.
Other than that, I just have to fix up some of my projects for my graphic design portfolio, and I'll get another A-. =)
I'm currently trying my hardest to get straight A's in all my classes this semester.. so far it's going smoothly. I have two surefire A+'s, and a heads-up on an A- / B+(I just got the highest grade in the class on my research project .. which just so happened to be on gaming addiction LOL), but I got a horrible grade on a test earlier in the semester.. meh, dont wanna talk about that, but it's gonna definately lower my grade.
Other than that, I just have to fix up some of my projects for my graphic design portfolio, and I'll get another A-. =)
this is coming from a low-life highschool dropout that never got above a 75 average in the three years of his highschool career. This is a huge improvement in my life, and I don't plan on stopping any time soon. I'm aiming as high as I possibly can in life at this moment.. I'm trying as hard as I can, and I've got support from family/friends for doing this too.
besides, I hope on getting a car for this from my mom lols :stuart:
after (regrettably) reading that, i realized you may not be physically attracted to men anymore, but you are still a fucking faggot
PLEASE stop posting
RaCka> imagine standing out as a retard on subspace
RaCka> mad impressive
actually I'm not rich.. I wish I was. We dont even have our own house, we live in my mom's bf's parent's house on the first floor.. they live on the 2nd, it's like a 2-family house type thing.. we're like really really in debt but we're shaping up lol.
and to top it all off I got to a community college =\ but I still try hard lol. and I'm the one paying for the college expenses. I saved up most of my money I made while working
i dont understand why you guys were so offended that I'm doing well in school o.O
that's normal, I think the majority of people on here are at least a little bit eccentric. When I was unhappy I use to bury my head in my work and avoid thinking about my problems but we all have to deal with them in some way shape or form. Hopefully you don't put all your hope in the job, it can be rewarding but it shouldn't consume your life. I think what really made me happy was getting shit off my chest, sometimes one person can't hold in so much emotion and pain. I'm not even talking about a psychiatrist or a counselor because honestly 99% of the time most problems can be dealt with without professional help.
You are right on the mark Cops. When I started my job back in February 07 I was not on any anxiety or depression medication and things were going extremely well. 9 months into the job I was handling the workload of close to 2 people and had my first anxiety attack ever (thought I was having a heart attack at the time). Apparently months of built up resentment for not being rewarded for my hard work combined with incredibly high stress finally got to me and it's been a daily battle ever since. I'm a very reserved person and my messed up history combined with my current stress level at work is building a powder keg inside me that needs to be released in a positive way. Learning to express one's emotions after spending a decade holding them inside is not an easy task unfortunately, even with professional help.
My job is who I am because it's the first thing I've ever put all my effort into and actually felt I was achieving something close to my potential. Now that the workload and responsibilities are becoming overwhelming it's souring every part of my life. I can get an email on my BlackBerry at 8 am on a Saturday that forces me to be in the office for 6 hours talking to people in the UK because some server crashed and I work in the Finance department not IT! So now I need an extremely high dosage of anxiety medication just to relax enough to breath properly throughout the day. But enough bitching about my problems. We are all screwed up in some way or another, it's the people who realize it that will be better off in the end
You are right on the mark Cops. When I started my job back in February 07 I was not on any anxiety or depression medication and things were going extremely well. 9 months into the job I was handling the workload of close to 2 people and had my first anxiety attack ever (thought I was having a heart attack at the time). Apparently months of built up resentment for not being rewarded for my hard work combined with incredibly high stress finally got to me and it's been a daily battle ever since. I'm a very reserved person and my messed up history combined with my current stress level at work is building a powder keg inside me that needs to be released in a positive way. Learning to express one's emotions after spending a decade holding them inside is not an easy task unfortunately, even with professional help.
My job is who I am because it's the first thing I've ever put all my effort into and actually felt I was achieving something close to my potential. Now that the workload and responsibilities are becoming overwhelming it's souring every part of my life. I can get an email on my BlackBerry at 8 am on a Saturday that forces me to be in the office for 6 hours talking to people in the UK because some server crashed and I work in the Finance department not IT! So now I need an extremely high dosage of anxiety medication just to relax enough to breath properly throughout the day. But enough bitching about my problems. We are all screwed up in some way or another, it's the people who realize it that will be better off in the end
Getcha boiz round, bill up a few splaaz, turn off your phone and turn teh beatz up. Best anxiety treatment, trust.
dude strengthening human relations should trump all other objectives, it's more important to come home to someone instead of coming home to a big house and a dog.
Maybe someone prefer to wait for the right person than to just settle for the first willing person, having a bunch of kids and having to put up with a rented home?
So few people achieve outstanding success in any single area of life, let alone all of them.
This world is made by common people for common people. Don't get too outstanding, because that tends to bring jealousy. Few people truly appreciate other's talent when working with them (unless they are friends). That is why so few Artists/scientists works have been publically recognised until many years after the outstanding works were done.
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