Heartbreak and Little Ships.

[Sarien]

I needed to write something, and sadly I can think of no better place to put it in context.

What is worse than being secretly in love with a girl for a number of years? Well, being openly in love with a girl you've been secretly in love with for a number of years, and it not making a damn bit of difference, for starters.

On the down side, I can't aim for shit, because I can't stop being preoccupied with her, I think I may have actually shot the opposite direction of a ship tonight.

On the up side, I can only hope that the heartbreak will contribute to that little black ball of rage that we each must have to play this game and get joy from blowing someone else to kingdom come.

This might be Useless Crap, and I'm sorry if it is, but, I just wasn't really... willing to accept that label for my situation, at the moment.

[Mr. Peanuts]

You can't aim for shit full stop.

[ZeUs!!]

I think you need a holiday mate

[Bioture]

The whole teenage melodrama is actually quite stupid. But this did remind me that at the beginning of the summer I ran into this girl i had a crush on in high school at the gym. so we started talking and I told her that I used to have such a crush on her 4 years ago. We laughed, went to geta boba downtown, and talked about the classes we were in together and what we're doing now.

So the moral of the story is, you should just wait until you're a lot prettier and shes a lot uglier.

[IceStorm]

tru

[Sarien]

Zeus is right, I do, preferably a substance abuse soaked one that I won't even remember. Think I'll begin planning on that one.

Bioture, it might be teenage melodrama, but I haven't been a teenager in almost a decade now. I was just hurting and needed to let it out. Today, I've recovered my dignity enough to say "Fuck it.. it isn't the end of the world."

Peanuts: Trust the british to give you a good kick in the nuts when you're down, so that you stop moping, Thanks. It actually made me laugh, and count on a Lanc next time so I don't have to aim.