This is the story...

[Vykromond]

of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world

[ZeUs!!]

So indie its illogical

[bloodzombie]

I'm confused. I think that you're saying that the homo boy should've come out about his feelings, yet you're some kind of born-again christian, so that seems to conflict.

Maybe you could just explain the point of your post?

[Sleepy Weasel]

I didn't realize that "died" was a link. This thread still makes no sense to me though.

[Riesen]

This is a boring story. I would only suggest it for bedtime reading.

[Superted]

Ok, time to come clean and give answers which some may or may nto have already realised. Firstly, although my first name isn't John, my middle name is.

Secondly, there are a few reasons to why I posted this:

1) Many people here don't believe that I've changed and everything I say is simply a gimmick, possibly because they don't understand how? The final event in the story was a contributing factor to who I am today, I guess you could say it was a wake up call. I bet you're thinking why on Earth does he need to prove himself to us? Because no matter how sad it sounds, this place is the only place that I've ever felt accepted even though I wasn't, I guess it's more about feeling like I fit in.

2) Because a good man that will never grow old, have children of his own or marry will be eventually forgotton. I owe him that much to try and keep him alive through others.

3) Because I'm an attention seeker, something I try to stop myself doing but obviously fail. My newest counsellor says it's because I was never shown love, funny how you never realise something until someone tells you.

3) To teach morals, however I realise now that it was a mistake for few reasons:
a) I look like I have a holier-than-thou attitude and I know I'm wrong to try and insight change in people, I used to think that about christians but come to realize they...we just want to save people...I know exactly what you're thinking right now, you don't need to tell me.
b) I've forgotton the other reasons.

On a final note, just because I'm a born-again, it doesn't mean that i'm a stereotype. I have nothing against homosexuality nor gay marriage, my youth group does but I tend to ignore them in that department. Also, I may have had confused feelings while I was younger but now I'm straight, you'll just have to take my word on that. I thought it was common place for a young lad to get 'confused' anyway.

[bloodzombie]

You are one confused kid.

[GoldenPlums]

I don't know how you survive 5 minutes in Bolton.

[Vykromond]

wait wait, disliked is the one who had the hentai avatar before? i didn't even recognize him, that's fucking weird

[Superted]

I don't know how you survive 5 minutes in Bolton.

I don't go out much, lol.

[GoldenPlums]

Good plan

[genocidal]

I don't go out much, lol.

Maybe you should. Get a weed habit for a few years, or hit up some pussy in bars and clubs. Don't sit around reading the Bible and thinking about boys you have loved and then telling the online spaceship community about it (not trying to be offensive in any way so sorry if it comes off like that).

[Superted]

Maybe you should. Get a weed habit for a few years, or hit up some pussy in bars and clubs. Don't sit around reading the Bible and thinking about boys you have loved and then telling the online spaceship community about it (not trying to be offensive in any way so sorry if it comes off like that).

lol, I understand, but over the...years I've been going out more, youth club, gone back to college....umm, I expect my life will get better when I go uni next year $$

[Sarien]

This thread is like a powder keg left sitting in the sun, right by a container of gasoline, held by an old man smoking, in Arizona.

[Sumpson]

fun, maybe someone should start up a thread named "Post your life-story"