Subject: Why do I even bother to try to make friends?
Time: 10:55 am.
Mood: depressed.
Well, I lost yet another Net friend last night. She just destroyed our friendship over one stupid argument and left. I guess it just proves that all women hate me.
I guess I just wasn’t meant to have any friends whatsoever. People always judge me and leave me and I’m so fuckin sick of it!
It seems the only things I can depend on are my videogames. They never judge me, they don’t demean me, they don’t care that I’m ugly, and they don’t force me to do anything. I know to a “normal” person that probably sounds stupid, but I bet everyone else in the world has good friends that don’t judge them.
All I have wanted is for people to not judge me and yet that’s all they do! I just don’t understand it. I really don’t.
Time: 10:55 am.
Mood: depressed.
Well, I lost yet another Net friend last night. She just destroyed our friendship over one stupid argument and left. I guess it just proves that all women hate me.
I guess I just wasn’t meant to have any friends whatsoever. People always judge me and leave me and I’m so fuckin sick of it!
It seems the only things I can depend on are my videogames. They never judge me, they don’t demean me, they don’t care that I’m ugly, and they don’t force me to do anything. I know to a “normal” person that probably sounds stupid, but I bet everyone else in the world has good friends that don’t judge them.
All I have wanted is for people to not judge me and yet that’s all they do! I just don’t understand it. I really don’t.
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