natural high

[za gophar]

holy shit, i just had a natural high. i swear to god, i have never felt better in my entire life. i was walking around in my house, and suddenly 3rd planet by modest mouse pops into my head. it was chill. it was very chill. then it just clicked. i was 5 steps away from my computer and it was beyond obvious that i needed to play that album, and i became intensly happy; i freaken jumped up in the air like tom cruise and shit.

i dunno, since i got home from college i have been trying to figure out how my mood swings.. and i have been rather unsuccessful. i thought when i got home that being free of work and school for a few weeks would lead to me never feeling down. that was not the case though. there were some days where i just felt like a pile of shit and generally worthless, even though i was keeping active. there really seems to be no connection between what is going on in my life and how my mood is.

anyone know what im saying?

[DoTheFandango]

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[Squeezer]

Yea dude.

I woke up in a car, with a girl on my chest a few days ago (we weren't doing what you guys think) and I felt so happy in that moment when I was awake, and she was still a little asleep, that I can't explain it. Nothing else mattered, it was soooooo weird.

[Tone]

holy shit, i just had a natural high. i swear to god, i have never felt better in my entire life. i was walking around in my house, and suddenly 3rd planet by modest mouse pops into my head. it was chill. it was very chill. then it just clicked. i was 5 steps away from my computer and it was beyond obvious that i needed to play that album, and i became intensly happy; i freaken jumped up in the air like tom cruise and shit.

i dunno, since i got home from college i have been trying to figure out how my mood swings.. and i have been rather unsuccessful. i thought when i got home that being free of work and school for a few weeks would lead to me never feeling down. that was not the case though. there were some days where i just felt like a pile of shit and generally worthless, even though i was keeping active. there really seems to be no connection between what is going on in my life and how my mood is.

anyone know what im saying?

your life does not matter as much as your brain chemistry, thats why all people in similar situations and societies vary as greatly emotionally as they do intellectually, its just not seen easy like other attributes are. it is also why there are mood swings for no reason. the state of your brain controls how much pleasure and depth of perception you have with your external environment. for example, you can be filthy rich, happily married, have many friends, a good place to live, and structure in your life and suddenly come down with a worsening depression and not able to get out of bed or become suicidal in agony. or you can be in a much more modest living situation and experience a sense of wellbeing or hypo-mania all of the time.

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[Pearl Jam]

your life does not matter as much as your brain chemistry, thats why all people in similar situations and societies vary as greatly emotionally as they do intellectually, its just not seen easy like other attributes are. it is also why there are mood swings for no reason. the state of your brain controls how much pleasure and depth of perception you have with your external environment. for example, you can be filthy rich, happily married, have many friends, a good place to live, and structure in your life and suddenly come down with a worsening depression and not able to get out of bed or become suicidal in agony. or you can be in a much more modest living situation and experience a sense of wellbeing or hypo-mania all of the time.[/url]

How To Be Really, Really Fucking Obvious!

a novel by Tone

[Benno]

How To Be Really, Really Fucking Obvious!

a novel copy pasted from the internet byTone

fixed

[Tone]

fixed

for future reference ill say it again. if i copy and paste something, it is in a quote box, if not, its me talking

[Squeezer]

for future reference ill say it again. if i copy and paste something, it is in a quote box, if not, its me talking

Whether it's in your own words or not, all of your posts suck ass.

[Stylez]

Yea dude.

I woke up in a car, with a girl on my chest a few days ago (we weren't doing what you guys think) and I felt so happy in that moment when I was awake, and she was still a little asleep, that I can't explain it. Nothing else mattered, it was soooooo weird.

I felt this way with this one girl named Heather, We never had sex, but everytime she would come over and sleep in my bed with me, I dunno, I just felt so peaceful and happy... I really do think I was in love with her... But now she's gone...

[Subjugation]

Sounds like a manic swing of bipolar disorder.

[Riesen]

That sounds fucking scary. I've never got that excited because a song pops into my head, but then again, I never get any songs that I like to pop in my head.

[Facetious]

yeah i think the same shit happens to most normal people. i find my random mood swings like that are strongly affected by the weather.

[Jerome Scuggs]

today i got my stitches removed and post-op everything went really bright (manchurian candidate, when they say the dudes name 3 times and the room lights up, thats sort of what happened)

anyways that lasted for like 5 minutes and all the while pavement was cackling and fucking with me

fuck him

[Stylez]

Sounds like a manic swing of bipolar disorder.

Probably, that's why it is also called "manic-depressive illness"... So, yea...

Many people have this disorder, just some have a more intense case of it then others... A guy I know has it and he is flippin' crazy... :P

[Jeansi]

for future reference ill say it again. if i copy and paste something, it is in a quote box, if not, its me talking

^^ quote box.

you copypaster.