What Might Just Happen

[DUMBRIT!]

this is the only thread that I've only wanted to come back and read. honestly beats most of the other threads around

[DUMBRIT!]

i think there's a lot to dreaming related to how the mind can adjust quickly to hatred danger and helpless getting desperate with no forewarning...

think of all the guns in the cities of america, and imagine if magma just started bursting out of central park or something, all the people that would suddenly come out of their apartments with automatics. thats what my lucid dream was two nights ago...the mood of the dream was the public response to something like that. people do panic like the goverments fear, and america will do it the most effectively. i think it's something deep in my dna, like the male common ancestor telling me that could happen sooner than i think; the city riots he felt in the times of catastrophe. we're all built in with the ability to feel city-wide panic in our lucid dreams.

have you ever seen 'Waking Life'? an animated film about lucid dreaming

[Squeezer]

god fucking damnit

this is that kind of forum? I guess things are different from when I was young and into experimenting with drugs. we need zeus back. at least he made me feel like a shitty emokid when I pretended like the drugs helped me know things

"yo dude, I have out of body experiences when I trip and lucid dreams."

"gnarly man, you should watch Waking Life, my college friends all tell me it's hellllllllllllla trippy."

[disorder]

the point is to have comprehensive ability before you bother.

[PaulOakenfold]

today i.. used th catbrush? what the heck

[Vykromond]

you're not that bad looking but dude what's with the elf ears

[PaulOakenfold]

[gran guerrero]

I figured it out

Paul is disorder

and vice versa

I solved the mystery of the missing albino baboon.

[disorder]

i bought some wrap-around headphones, so i figure in about a year's time i'll look less elven.

i'd be a spitting image of an elf with earthtone robes and a longbow.

[PaulOakenfold]

i'm not an elf, my fursona is a hampster

[genocidal]

kill the stache

[PaulOakenfold]

kill yourslef

[Jack]

Hello my friend. Before I say more I want you to know that I love you and understand your pain. When we are unable to find an answer for what really matters our soul begins to blacken and I'm sad for you my friend for you are falling farther from the cave.

The cave that I'm stretching out from but unable to reach anything from because all the nodders and mockers and band togetherers stick together to conquer all, the conquering bosses who have lost sight of what matters and for a split second feel like they are something and have meaning when they conquer to only wither for this does not feed the soul and the soul is hungry for love not conquering, my friends my fellow humans i beg of you to please stop mocking stop nodding to your fellow man who mocks to acknowledge his mocking as a positive thing for your mocking crushes this receiver of the mocks soul for he is just like you searching for what matters but unable to find it, except he isn't satisfied with work, houses and cars and forks and steaks in the mouth he does not accept this life and is reaching out for help, reaching to the cave that i can not reach him from and your mocking crushes his soul before he has a chance to grow and receive this love, you YOU MOCKING BOSS YOU CRUSH SOULS BEFORE I CAN REACH THEM IN MY CAVE, i am sorry for typing in this manner for I love you and I understand why you mock for you are just as lost as he and i yet i am reaching from this cave trying to love trying to set an example that I can not set.

You and I and he are all searching for the same thing and we need to love each other and feed our souls something that satisfies it's desire to shake the blackened crust from it's perfect form.

If you mocking bosses continue on your path and being satisfied with the fork with steak from the cows thigh on it in your mouth and letting your soul wither for you need to feed your soul by loving fellow man. You are young and strong from the fork and steak and think nothing of what i say and mock me now as I try to tell you that mocking and nodding does nothing but create split seconds which cause you to wither and die the instant you are leaving your mothers womb but you ignore me and mock and nod while I am trying to embrace you and love you and reach to you from my cave the fork and steak have given you muscles but your soul is withered and dead and sustained only by conquering and mocking and nodding and you must continue to do this until you die and for this i weep and even my soul which is suffering withering from this pain reaches out from the cave to show you love even when you mock and nod and look to your fellow man to band together to feel satisfied. Satisfied that someone else agrees with you to mock and nod at me and since many of you are mocking and nodding of course this makes you right

wisecherub could of been saved but now his mind has drifted and in his search for what matters in life he understood like many of us but not enough to make a difference that how our life is now means nothing. Since he wasn't shown enough love and nobody let him know how much he is loved and understood and that we are all in pain and since you mockers and nodders wouldn't show him you were searching as well but took mocking and nodding and working and paying bills to buy nice things as what life is he thought he was alone and created a world of his own, gods to help him have a reason to live, isn't this enough to change? one mans soul is not enough? what about your own soul which is withering and black as your fork and steak make your body strong to mock and nod.

I have said nothing and you are upset I didn't use commas or proper grammar and I am sad that noticing that was more important than the message my fingers are trying to deliver to your soul from the cave. These things which do not matter have become more important than loving man. For this I love you and reach from the cave even when you mock and nod because I understand and reach forever

lol, where did you dig this up from mate. Good times though, was up for two days depressed and taking pain killers when I wrote that. Hope all is well in your life.

[disorder]

did wisecherub kill himself? i think i remember that alias in tw.

i have trouble mourning in general. i think at some point during my fatal backflip i may have damaged the back side of my right hemisphere, near the medulas. i dont get angry or emotional and i dont mourn. i like to carve holes in the anonymous.

[disorder]

i like teaching people to stop when they're preoccupied so they don't take it personally. people go their entire lives neglecting the organization offered to them by the voices in their sleep.