SWIM did:
SWIM'd have to say the most enjoyable of the trips had to be his Psilocybin Mushroom trip and his DXM trips. Marijuana, for obvious reasons, and DXM are his favorites. DXM had the greatest toll on his body for sure, and AM-Shrooms were fucking pointless, nauseating and a waste of money.
SWIM'd like your opinion on something though, PaulO. As of late SWIM's last Psilocybin mushroom trip, he has felt a great deal of awareness of the toll that drugs have taken on his body. He's 17, academically well off, and paranoid that he has messed with something in his brain. As far as the use goes, SWIM had binged on DXM twice, the trips were about a year apart form eachother, and he induced for about 5 days in a row [1 trip a day, 1st-2nd plateau trips]. He had tripped on mushrooms twice, salvia once, smoked marijuana consistently for two years, and tried the prescription medications mentioned once each. Something that must be mentioned:
His friend and him created something called "pplars," (pot-pill lars, don't ask about where the lars came from) which were a pot brownie without the brownie around it. Basically, pot cooked in highly saturated fat-oil (secret ingredient) and put into empty gelatin capsules. They were very powerful, sending a girl that he knew to the hospital with an anxiety attack. He ate 2-4 of these a day for two months. Overall, after the drug use, he has feelings of:
At first these feelings felt as if... well, I'll let an example explain it. He felt as if when in a conversation, he was unable to really get a grasp on where his conscious thought/motives were coming from. SWIM would be able to carry on a physical conversation without what appeared to be a train of thought, and they were highly intellectual conversations as well, in social gatherings and whatnot. Also, SWIM would feel that he was constantly waking up during these conversations, as if he hadn't been there prior, but really was because he was talking.
Because of these feelings, SWIM had been paranoid enough to inhabit Vitamin Shoppe (SWIM goes there pretty often now). At first it started as a way to increase memory functioning, because SWIM felt that was the most important thing he had lost in the drug frenzy. But as of a month or so ago, he's started a routine of eating organic supplements to help in increasing his overall brain function and bring himself back "into his life/body." The list includes:
Ashwagandha
Serotain (containing 5-HTP, Vitamin Shoppe guy recommended because he thinks that the detachment has to do with a legitimate case of depression)
FOCUSFormula
Phosphatidylserine Complex Tablets
Is SWIM over-self-conscious? Ignorant? Uninformed? Will this even help? It's been about a month, and there's been great improvements, however the marijuana consumption has dramatically reduced (SWIM hadn't smoked for 8 weeks up until after prom last weekend, he has been taking the supplements for approx. 5 weeks). SWIM feels the drugs that may have had the most direct impact on him have been the DXM, pplars, and overall mushroom use.
SWIM can tell you the incredible mushroom trip too, and his hilariously bad Salvia trip and DXM trips, I'm pretty knowledgeable on the effects, visual, physical, long term and short term, of all the drugs SWIM's tried and more, however, I'm very conscious and would appreciate some input from people educated on the topic. I don't think it's quite depersonalization disorder, any opinions?
- Marijuana
- Salvia
- DXM (polistirex and hybromide)
- Klonopin
- Xanax
- Adderall
- Psilocybin/Amanita Muscaria Mushrooms
SWIM'd have to say the most enjoyable of the trips had to be his Psilocybin Mushroom trip and his DXM trips. Marijuana, for obvious reasons, and DXM are his favorites. DXM had the greatest toll on his body for sure, and AM-Shrooms were fucking pointless, nauseating and a waste of money.
SWIM'd like your opinion on something though, PaulO. As of late SWIM's last Psilocybin mushroom trip, he has felt a great deal of awareness of the toll that drugs have taken on his body. He's 17, academically well off, and paranoid that he has messed with something in his brain. As far as the use goes, SWIM had binged on DXM twice, the trips were about a year apart form eachother, and he induced for about 5 days in a row [1 trip a day, 1st-2nd plateau trips]. He had tripped on mushrooms twice, salvia once, smoked marijuana consistently for two years, and tried the prescription medications mentioned once each. Something that must be mentioned:
His friend and him created something called "pplars," (pot-pill lars, don't ask about where the lars came from) which were a pot brownie without the brownie around it. Basically, pot cooked in highly saturated fat-oil (secret ingredient) and put into empty gelatin capsules. They were very powerful, sending a girl that he knew to the hospital with an anxiety attack. He ate 2-4 of these a day for two months. Overall, after the drug use, he has feelings of:
- Anxiety
Depressive Thoughts
Feeling of detachment (Mind-body)
Feelings of being on auto-pilot
Looking at his life as if it were in the point of view of a movie-goer watching a movie about their life
At first these feelings felt as if... well, I'll let an example explain it. He felt as if when in a conversation, he was unable to really get a grasp on where his conscious thought/motives were coming from. SWIM would be able to carry on a physical conversation without what appeared to be a train of thought, and they were highly intellectual conversations as well, in social gatherings and whatnot. Also, SWIM would feel that he was constantly waking up during these conversations, as if he hadn't been there prior, but really was because he was talking.
Because of these feelings, SWIM had been paranoid enough to inhabit Vitamin Shoppe (SWIM goes there pretty often now). At first it started as a way to increase memory functioning, because SWIM felt that was the most important thing he had lost in the drug frenzy. But as of a month or so ago, he's started a routine of eating organic supplements to help in increasing his overall brain function and bring himself back "into his life/body." The list includes:
Ashwagandha
Serotain (containing 5-HTP, Vitamin Shoppe guy recommended because he thinks that the detachment has to do with a legitimate case of depression)
FOCUSFormula
- Containing:
Vitamin C, E, B6, B12
Folic Acid
Phosphatide Complex
DMAE Bitartrate
DHA Complex (Omega 3 Fatty Acid Concentrate)
Ginkgo biloba
Gotu Kula
Huperzine-A
Vincopetine
Phosphatidylserine Complex Tablets
Is SWIM over-self-conscious? Ignorant? Uninformed? Will this even help? It's been about a month, and there's been great improvements, however the marijuana consumption has dramatically reduced (SWIM hadn't smoked for 8 weeks up until after prom last weekend, he has been taking the supplements for approx. 5 weeks). SWIM feels the drugs that may have had the most direct impact on him have been the DXM, pplars, and overall mushroom use.
SWIM can tell you the incredible mushroom trip too, and his hilariously bad Salvia trip and DXM trips, I'm pretty knowledgeable on the effects, visual, physical, long term and short term, of all the drugs SWIM's tried and more, however, I'm very conscious and would appreciate some input from people educated on the topic. I don't think it's quite depersonalization disorder, any opinions?
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