Originally posted by Crescent Seal
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it pisses me off how YOU, whoever you think you are, think that you can - in every topic i post - comment my replies with referring to the viedo stream. YES, i got so much newbs to the game, YES, i made it happen, i gave everyone a spark of hope back. this was just for a short period though, and motivation got back to below sea level meanwhile. instead of yelling at me for trying to rescue this meanwhile sinking ship, why dont YOU do anything?
why dont YOU - or anyone else who wants to help out this game and reads this - simply contact me ingame or via forum pm asking how to help out? or asking what the current plans are instead of bragging this shit about me and what i do and how horribly i failed because there is no success visible? WHY? im not looking for only staff-people to support this, but also regular, motivated players...
exactly! u do shit, u care about nothing, you only yell about "useless" staffers (obviously like me) without even wanting to know the background information. this "background information" isnt a secret and i dont mind giving the "plans" out to people who are willing to help.
if you want to yell about me and what i have done for this game... go ahead, but youre addressing it to the wrong person. watch out who you attack, especally (again) because you dont have the slightest clue.
now youre going to ask for more transparency. and i am huge in favor of more "transparency", but every single shit i publicly post here gets trolled by people like you or zihan for the most retarded reasons, thats why i personally kept it private.
if you have read carefully, meanwhile you would know that we (myself and 2 other staffers) were trying to get more streams going. but unfortunately i did not get any further support (except for like 2 people) on this project, this is frustrating, as i got my real life, too, and i cant just do it all alone. even though i have already done much regarding this (yes, in planning/ECT/development and organizatuion-wise), but yes, sadly, it failed as it seems. it didnt fail because of my personal lack of effort, but because nobody else it seems is willing to spend some time on it - instead theyre leaning back waiting for someone to do it or theyre waiting for a wonder, who knows. this is how it "works", and this is shit.
i am very disappointed because of this and kinda frustrated, because i have expected more from our community and the staffers that i know. and because i dont want to get disappointed over and over again (maybe im too emotional?) i just stopped caring about this issue.
sorry for offtopic, but i just had to.
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