Hi, this is master bub. Something happened to me last night. This is the worst event ever to occur in my life. it sounds big huh? it might be to some people.the past week my dogs stomach looked bigger. its getting hot so she has been panting like crazy. but last night something was wrong. she couldnt even breath really.it kept me up all night. it was 2 am. me my mom and my sister came out to see her at around the same time. she looked different. her tongue was sticking out more. she was still breathing heavily. i said "mom i think shes going to die". my sister started crying. we all went to bed. i dont know how i fell asleep listening to my dog suffer out in the living room. i was in hell last night. i wake up from my moms crying and i said "she died didnt she". i was scared to go out. ive never seen death before. i worked up my courage and seen her there. my mom said she came out at around 4 am and she was breathing fine. she was very calm. so my mom went back to bed thinking everything was fine. now shes gone. i cant believe how hard this has hit me,but that dog always made me feel better in the worse parts of my life. wether it was my mom and dad arguing or there divorce. that dog represents my life in a way. i know im probably boring you and you probably wont read all this but im home alone while everyone is at work or school. i need to get all this out. i know my dog is up in heaven now. how was it when ur pet first died?
Rest in peace Baby Diamond. 10 years of joy...
Rest in peace Baby Diamond. 10 years of joy...
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