ok so i need to stop smoking weed for at least a month to get a new job, but heres the prob..
lets start from the beginning. in and before 7th grade i had serious ADHD symptoms, then one morning my friend brought some weed stolen from his dad over and i haven't had the problem since. that was about 12 years ago and ive smoked damn near every day since.
so anyways a couple weeks ago i tried to quit.. i was perfectly fine for about 24 hours, and then it all went to hell. i had such a sensory overload issue the TV downstairs from me was making my ears ring, people talking to me sounded like they were screaming and the TV screen was so bright it hurt my eyes. so i just kinda went with it and put a pillow around my head and went to sleep. by morning i was fine , however after being awake for a couple hours i noticed i was extra irritable. it got to the point that when asked a simple question by my wife like "wheres my brush?" i would yell " AM I A FUCKING WOMAN? DO I HAVE LONG HAIR? THEN WHY WOULD I KNOW WHERE THE FUCKING BRUSH IS!" ect. I let this go on for about half the day, then decided it was better to have a half assed job than be an asshole, and smoked a bowl.
anyways my questions:
1)What the fuck is going on?
2)Has anyone else ever experienced anything similar?
3)Solutions?
4)Have i just burned out all my brains happy-juice in the last 12 years?
I really don't like to think of myself as "addicted" to anything so this is driving me crazy.
I'd rather not discuss this with anyone irl that i have to deal with everyday at risk of looking like an idiot, so i figured id ask the internet since alot of TW smokes too. thanks
lets start from the beginning. in and before 7th grade i had serious ADHD symptoms, then one morning my friend brought some weed stolen from his dad over and i haven't had the problem since. that was about 12 years ago and ive smoked damn near every day since.
so anyways a couple weeks ago i tried to quit.. i was perfectly fine for about 24 hours, and then it all went to hell. i had such a sensory overload issue the TV downstairs from me was making my ears ring, people talking to me sounded like they were screaming and the TV screen was so bright it hurt my eyes. so i just kinda went with it and put a pillow around my head and went to sleep. by morning i was fine , however after being awake for a couple hours i noticed i was extra irritable. it got to the point that when asked a simple question by my wife like "wheres my brush?" i would yell " AM I A FUCKING WOMAN? DO I HAVE LONG HAIR? THEN WHY WOULD I KNOW WHERE THE FUCKING BRUSH IS!" ect. I let this go on for about half the day, then decided it was better to have a half assed job than be an asshole, and smoked a bowl.
anyways my questions:
1)What the fuck is going on?
2)Has anyone else ever experienced anything similar?
3)Solutions?
4)Have i just burned out all my brains happy-juice in the last 12 years?
I really don't like to think of myself as "addicted" to anything so this is driving me crazy.
I'd rather not discuss this with anyone irl that i have to deal with everyday at risk of looking like an idiot, so i figured id ask the internet since alot of TW smokes too. thanks
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