since i usually smoke weed (by this i ment, on a usual occasion, when i smoke weed), i find my self thinking of the strangest things, something that regularly would never cross my mind...questions that have no answers...and sometimes even answers that i dont know how to make a question for...its so weird but hear me out...
did you ever go into such deep thinking that you practically zoom out to everything around you and then suddenly come to your senses and wonder wtf just happened and why do you not understand what a person is talkin about, in my case my girlfriend...
in all seriousness, i would sometimes zoom out so deeply that even if i know the beggining of a conversation with someone, by the time they ended it, i would have no clue what they talked about...i would just hear the last bit of words, but no way can i pull the whole story together...my ears just didnt hear it...
im asking this because if im alone, in my room or driving (dangerous i know) i would start thinking so vividly, that i can seriously put my self in the air...and fly over any city and look at it from the air and picture how it would look like...
i know its stupid but...i guess because of my mind remembering random pictures shot from the air...moving environment as im driving, the air from open windows in the car...i can connect it all together and really have the experience of flying...
i know it sounds childish...but to be able to have such an experience, so strong, so exhilarating is just beyond anything i can explain...
i guess i dont know what a true state of meditation is and how deep certain budhists and monks can go, but im sure it has to do with something like that...maybe not in the same form, but still, tapping that deep into your mind sounds impossible and lame for someone who cant do it...
yea youl laugh, i dont care lol, i laugh at my self really, but oh well...i thought i share and ask a question if you had any deep thinking experiences before?
i know il get alot of "funny" responses but maybe someone out there knows where im coming from >.>
also, i can sometimes go into the eyes of another person, and as im walkin beside them, if im focused enough, i can completely change my point of view to theirs...this means i can see my self walking beside them...or myself...if that makes any sense...and i can see things from different angles...its so fuckin weird...
anyway, lol, you guys got any weird shit to share in this sense?
did you ever go into such deep thinking that you practically zoom out to everything around you and then suddenly come to your senses and wonder wtf just happened and why do you not understand what a person is talkin about, in my case my girlfriend...
in all seriousness, i would sometimes zoom out so deeply that even if i know the beggining of a conversation with someone, by the time they ended it, i would have no clue what they talked about...i would just hear the last bit of words, but no way can i pull the whole story together...my ears just didnt hear it...
im asking this because if im alone, in my room or driving (dangerous i know) i would start thinking so vividly, that i can seriously put my self in the air...and fly over any city and look at it from the air and picture how it would look like...
i know its stupid but...i guess because of my mind remembering random pictures shot from the air...moving environment as im driving, the air from open windows in the car...i can connect it all together and really have the experience of flying...
i know it sounds childish...but to be able to have such an experience, so strong, so exhilarating is just beyond anything i can explain...
i guess i dont know what a true state of meditation is and how deep certain budhists and monks can go, but im sure it has to do with something like that...maybe not in the same form, but still, tapping that deep into your mind sounds impossible and lame for someone who cant do it...
yea youl laugh, i dont care lol, i laugh at my self really, but oh well...i thought i share and ask a question if you had any deep thinking experiences before?
i know il get alot of "funny" responses but maybe someone out there knows where im coming from >.>
also, i can sometimes go into the eyes of another person, and as im walkin beside them, if im focused enough, i can completely change my point of view to theirs...this means i can see my self walking beside them...or myself...if that makes any sense...and i can see things from different angles...its so fuckin weird...
anyway, lol, you guys got any weird shit to share in this sense?
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