im really fucking scared, guys

[NaiLed]

thanks guys.

we had the funeral today, it was really nice, the place was packed.

i saw my family and friends who i haven't seen for years, too.

my dad and i decided to donate my sisters organs, cos at least something good will come from this. i think she would have wanted this. we also decided on cremating her.

it feels good in a way to have the funeral because it's relief that there's closure.. but in a way i dont want to let her go, you know

oh well thanks for the comments guys, appreciate it

[megaman89]

keep your head up

[a21ozcoldcup]

thanks guys.

we had the funeral today, it was really nice, the place was packed.

i saw my family and friends who i haven't seen for years, too.

my dad and i decided to donate my sisters organs, cos at least something good will come from this. i think she would have wanted this. we also decided on cremating her.

it feels good in a way to have the funeral because it's relief that there's closure.. but in a way i dont want to let her go, you know

oh well thanks for the comments guys, appreciate it

It will take some time but things will get easier man. Take it one day at a time. It is very healthy to have closure, don't be frightened by it. All the closure signified is that you've learned to accept what has happened.... and she'll never be very far away. When someone you love has passed away, a part of them always stays with you. The positive ways they have affected your life, the memories you shared.. that bond between the two of you.. you will always carry that with you and it will guide your path in life the same way that person would if they were standing beside you.

[T3l Ca7]

I am sorry for your loss, hope you would feel better soon.

[Ayano]

Condolences, but you have to carry on.

[Reaver]

I don't know you at all but I really feel for you man, just remember that life is too short to live it with regrets, and remember all the good times you've had. Anytime you have a large obstacle to overcome, just know that she's there helping you through it, now she is your motivation.

[Broly]

condolences nailed. such things are tragic and i'm sorry for your loss.

[Nickname]

As someone who just lost one of his sisters too, I know where you're at man and all those emotions just keep you up at night. Things do get better over time, just keep her in your thoughts and prayers and remember her for who she is. My utmost condolences.

[Facetious]

really sorry man

[Izor]

why did i get warned for a post that didnt violate forum rules TODAY when i posted that shit weeks ago

edit: justice finally served for izor's complete lack of decency - face

[PaulOakenfold]

Couldn't.... get... past this...
http://www.thisisdevon.co.uk/new/ima..._pic_small.jpg

Ahaha, the picture has changed in the same url. It's so cute now.

[MetalHeadz]

thanks guys.
my dad and i decided to donate my sisters organs, cos at least something good will come from this.

That's a very good thing to do. I wish you and your family the best of luck in the future. Keep strong man.

[IceStorm]

I'm so sorry, my heart goes out to you and your family.
I will definitely pray for you.

[Dant-Zu]

Nailed.

Hang in there man, stay strong.

[Dant-Zu]

And I just realised I'm a month late, oh well, doesnt change anything.