When I was little (10 or so), my sister freaked me out by saying that each second that passes is you getting closer to dying, or something to that effect. I wasn't too bright back then so I couldn't really grasp the fact that one day I wouldn't be moving anymore, that I wouldn't be able to use my hands, breathe through my nose or do any of the normal things I do. So for like a month I had some crazy fear of death. Every time I went to sleep I wondered if that was what it was like in a coffin, or to be dead. You know, crazy shit.
Anyway, what I'm getting to is, have you ever thought about dying? Are you afraid of death? Do you believe in an afterlife, or reincarnation, or some other phase beyond our lives right now?
I say I wasn't too bright back then but I sill can't really imagine not breathing, not even having a brain to think with, not being able to dream or just be alive. It's still unsettling to me, but it doesn't freak me out as nearly as much as it did then.
Anyway, what I'm getting to is, have you ever thought about dying? Are you afraid of death? Do you believe in an afterlife, or reincarnation, or some other phase beyond our lives right now?
I say I wasn't too bright back then but I sill can't really imagine not breathing, not even having a brain to think with, not being able to dream or just be alive. It's still unsettling to me, but it doesn't freak me out as nearly as much as it did then.
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